Released on October 30, 2020

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[Chorus]

In my dreams, I hear a hundred thousand people screamin’

But when I wake up, they’re not my fans, they’re only demons

My ex bitch told me that I needed help and I need Jesus

But all I need is syrup just to drown out all my feelings

And I know that my moment’s gonna come, yeah

They say what the fuck have you become, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah


[Verse 1]

I ain’t got nothin’ but comment

It’s never been normal, i’ve always been opposite

Started from nothin’, I know what the bottom is

I dunno what it is but I just got it bitch

I got a hammer right here where my pocket is

I got a brand new Mercedes, a rocket ship

Baby, I’m winnin’, I’m ballin’, no scholarship

Mouth of disgust and it sound like I’m lovin’ it

I’ve gotta make it, I’m keepin’ my promises

I swear to God I’ma blow up, I’m positive

I gotta grind on my life like my mama did

Chasin’ this money and I need a lot of it

Real life is hard but my music’s my escape

If my house was smoke, I got no choice, I’ll make it rain

When I’m by my lonely, all I ever feel is pain

I’ma die a legend when I’m buried under flames


[Chorus]

In my dreams, I hear a hundred thousand people screamin’

But when I wake up, they’re not my fans, they’re only demons

My ex bitch told me that I needed help and I need Jesus

But all I need is syrup just to drown out all my feelings

And I know that my moment’s gonna come, yeah

They say what the fuck have you become, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah


[Verse 2]

Lemme slow it down, lemme smoke another pound

Lemme show you what I’m ‘bout, only M’s in my account

No external motivation, just internal conversations

I’m just tryna find a way to make it out this situation

Even if it’s rappin’ ‘bout my suicidal contemplations

When you come from nothin’, all you know is have determination

They say that the journey’s always better than the destination

I know where I’m goin’ but the road I’m on, it always changes

I can’t be distracted, nah, I never lose my concentration

This is tunnel vision, this is sacrifice and dedication


[Chorus]

In my dreams, I hear a hundred thousand people screamin’

But when I wake up, they’re not my fans, they’re only demons

My ex bitch told me that I needed help and I need Jesus

But all I need is syrup just to drown out all my feelings

And I know that my moment’s gonna come, yeah

They say what the fuck have you become, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah

I said someone that you hate to love, yeah