Released on September 25, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Love always wins in the end but the fight is so hard that not everyone makes it that far

Hatred is what we’re against when it makes us depressed, we become slaves to our hearts

Most of us put up a front and just living regret, going insane in the dark

Some of us try to pretend as if we’re not suppressed, that leaves to death, self harm


[Chorus]

I don’t expect you to know where I’m coming from

But I’ve been living with two different faces

I’ve been in pain cuz I don’t have a name

And I’ll never belong, I don’t know where my place is

I pray to God and I asked him for help

I was searching for love and I found an oasis

I pray to God and I asked him for help

I was searching for love and I found an oasis

I finally found an oasis

My very own angel, a gift sent from Heaven

I thought I would run out of patience

And die while I’m young as an unanswered question

You don’t want to know what that pain is

A permanent phase of psychotic depression

I’m going through so many changes

Everyday that I wake up, I learn a new lesson


[Verse 2]

It’s only us since so low we’ve been married

Side by side holding hands when we’re buried

We deserve more than the weight that I carry

Since my eyes opened, it’s always been scary

I’ll always be who I was in your memories

But now I’m putting that boy in the past

I’ve been deprived for over a century

But now I’m shedding this skin I can’t stand

I let the sun in, now you see me shining

Life isn’t heavy, the stars are aligning

I’m living my truth, I’m tired of lying

I’m wiping my tears, I’m tired of crying

You give me strength, unconditional kindness

You kept my heart beating when I was lifeless

You know I’m grateful, I followed your guidance

But I can’t repay you, your wisdom is priceless


[Chorus]

I don’t expect you to know where I’m coming from

But I’ve been living with two different faces

I’ve been in pain cuz I don’t have a name

And I’ll never belong, I don’t know where my place is

I pray to God and I asked him for help

I was searching for love and I found an oasis

I pray to God and I asked him for help

I was searching for love and I found an oasis

I finally found an oasis

My very own angel, a gift sent from Heaven

I thought I would run out of patience

And die while I’m young as an unanswered question

You don’t want to know what that pain is

A permanent phase of psychotic depression

I’m going through so many changes

Everyday that I wake up, I learn a new lesson


[Verse 3]

Nothing else matters but living authentically

Just be yourself in this beautiful dream

There’s someone out there that loves your complexities

Put yourself out there, be strong and believe

Stay true to your words and keep your integrity

Cuz in the end you will be received

I’m living proof cuz someone accepted me

With all my flaws and my low self-esteem