[Verse]

How many times I gotta say it? I don’t feel like I’m alive

Ain’t no will to live inside me, ain’t no instinct to survive

I hate bein’ by myself when all these tears fall from my eyes

No one gives a fuck about me, then again, why should they? Why?

I’m a sorry excuse of a person, I know that I’m worthless

I’ve had many chances but I can’t withstand my urges

Addiction mixed with sadness equals all my goddamn verses

Not careful with my energy, the way that I disperse it

Isn’t smart as breakin’ hearts, then again, it’s only art

Fuck it, I’ll just play my part, hopin’ I’ll reveal my scars

Love is war, it caused me harm, I don’t sleep, I’m seein’ stars

In your face, my words are sharp, I can’t change, my mind is dark

Empty loser know one knows, suicide, you never know

Everything just comes and goes, in the end, we die alone

Might as well tie the rope, I’m already like a ghost

My heart split in half and froze, dead inside, can’t hide, it shows

Push past my limit, I ain’t with it, I’m a nervous wreck

I’m misunderstood, I’m just a mystery you’ll never get

No one ever notice me, they move on quick and then forget

I confide in poetry, my blood’s the ink inside my pen