Released on March 7, 2022

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[Intro]

DempseyRollBoy

In a world of my own

Just cry


[Verse]

I don’t wanna keep on tryin’, I just wanna kill myself

My life isn’t worth livin’, it’s way too hard to be myself

I’m in the same position I’ve always been in, I hate myself

I’m gonna give in sooner or later and fuckin’ hang myself

Always on my own, can’t stand this feelin’ of loneliness

I ain’t got no soul, it’s gone, I traded it, I sold that shit

Demons in my brain, put the chrome to it and blow that bitch

I can’t change but I could end the pain and get it over with

Heartbroken, drug addict, pop pills and smoke Xanax

Habits I can’t manage, damaged ’til I vanish

Y’all don’t understand, it’s like I’m bleeding out internally

I’ll suffer even more when I burn in Hell for eternity

I know what my future look like, I could see it perfectly

I’m leanin’ off the edge but I feel better off the purple drink

I used to fear God but now all that fear’s gone

Where’ve all my tears gone? Where've all the years gone?

Pessimistic since a youngin’, I think I was steered wrong

Jump inside the Benz, hop on the freeway then steer off

Yeah, scrutinized and crucified, the only answer's suicide

Dead inside, I’m like a zombie, I’ve just been dehumanized

I don’t fit in with human kind, alone in my confusing mind

New flows I revolutionized but no one seems to hear my cries

Fuck it though, rule number one, don’t ever trust a hoe

The first time that I let somebody close, they chose to let me go

My best was never good enough, I thought she knew that, now I know

This shit feels like a set up, how’d she get up and just hit the road?


[Outro]

How’d she get up and just hit the road?

Yeah