[Verse]

2020 took my heart and broke it

Almost slit my throat, I lost my mind, I lost my focus

I’lI keep it real with y’all, I died inside, my life eroded

Self destruction, I can’t blame a thing but my emotions

Especially in the moment

I was too depressed to sleep, I couldn’t even blink

I just wanted to run away, all I did was drink

Anything to numb all the pain, I didn’t wanna think

Constantly repeating mistakes, repenting on a beat

I don't even know where I been at, I guess it’s been a blur

I thought I had shit figured out but tables turn and bridges burn

The grass is never greener, on the other side, it’s always dirt

I’m wise beyond my years but like they say, “there’s always more to learn"

Fuck the money, fuck the notoriety, I spit the truth

Music is my outlet and without it, I’d be fuckin' doomed

I don't give a fuck if I don't blow up, y’all know who is who

The industry could suck my dick, it’s sick, I’m stayin’ far removed

Now I’m seeing clearly, I just wanna find some happiness

Without it depending on someone else, that’s not what happy is

Loving yourself for being yourself is what it actually is

Healing myself instead of killing myself, I wanna live

[Outro]

DempseyRollBoy, in a world of my own

Yeah, just cry

Just cry