Invisible Chains - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Nobody is able to see the invisible halo that’s floatin’ on top of my thoughts

I’m just a dead man walkin’, right up ahead is a bridge that I don’t wanna cross

I feel my funeral comin’, my life’s almost over where they’re gon’ put me in a box

I wear a poker face, I do not show my emotions but I’m actually blatantly lost

Henny on ice to relieve all the stress and a pack of one hunnids to speed up the process

People tried tellin’ me I could find happiness too but I knew that was nonsense

There ain’t no positive energy in mе that my negativity offsets

I used to havе hope ‘til I found out it wasn’t of course, it was only a false sense

I don’t have the courage to work on myself, I just can’t seem to build up the strength

It’s easier for me to run from my problems than tryna meet them face to face

Yeah, call me a coward, whatever, from where you stand, that shit is easy to say

But y’all wouldn’t last in my shoes for a minute, this world that I live in is pain

Invisible chains get tighter and tighter

Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired

I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter

Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?

Invisible chains get tighter and tighter

Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired

I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter

Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?

I don’t wanna feel this way

I’m tired of pretendin’ like I’m fine but inside, I’ve been dyin’ to just end it

Load the nine, blow my mind, it’ll be over in a second

I don’t cry, I get high, everywhere I go sit dead

And no one wants me here, they won’t notice when I’m gone

Why won’t God appear when I call him and I’m lost

I ain’t got no fear, maybe I’m a little up

But my time is near, I’ll be free of all my thoughts

Always hearin’ voices that control my head

Lookin’ for this poison, I done tried the meds

I ran outta choices but I tried my best

I’m a disappointment with a lot suppressed

Ready to fall, I’ve been through it all

Fuck it, I give up, I just hit the wall

Everyone makes me feel like it’s my fault

This sense of guilt is too much, no resolve

Invisible chains get tighter and tighter

Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired

I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter

Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?

Invisible chains get tighter and tighter

Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired

I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter

Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?