Released on August 16, 2019

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[Verse 1]

It's all for nothing, everything I’ve done

Drowning underwater, thinking what have I become?

I can't feel a thing, fuck, I think I'm going numb

Maybe I’m insane, I'm just not enough

Crying out for help but this isn't an act

I been broken, I feel hopeless, damn it, this is a fact

It's like why you think I always spill my pain on these tracks?

Because I'm running from myself, I write this shit to relax

Maybe I was made in somebody's imagination

Listen, you don't know me, you're not in my situation

There’s things going on here that need examination

And nobody but me will ever know that information

I lost certain things that’ll never be restored

Everybody leaves me, my life's an open door

It saddens me to say this, but when it rains, it pours

How do I survive in the eye of the storm?

How can love exist if there’s no one that expresses it?

Everybody's hurting, look around you for the evidence

Suicide is something that's becoming too repetitive

Do I got the will to keep on going? That's a negative


[Verse 2]

I’m so understanding, I see life from different angles

But these people all around me love to give everyone labels

As if they themselves are angels, picture perfect, wearing halos

Hypocritical and ignorant until you turn the tables on ‘em

Fuck ‘em all, I never wanna fit in with ‘em, fuck that

I just want a break for a second, where the drugs at?

I don't feel a thing when I'm faded and I love that

I forget it all when I'm gone and I love that


[Verse 3]

Yeah, under such a dark sky, standing by a payphone

Examining my fears 'cause I know I gotta face those

Everyone's a fraud 'cause they pick and choose what they show

I do what I want instead of doing what they say so

Turning into nothingness, I'm stuck in zero gravity

Lately, my life alter my perception of reality

I wonder if somebody way above is just imagining me

My mind is playing games with me, my story is a tragedy

I speak for those who can't, I've been playing devil's advocate

I never wanted anything, I think I'm here on accident

I try to stop the bleeding and I try to be compassionate

But you can't understand me unless you know 'bout abandonment

It's DRB for short, motherfucker, that's the acronym

I never been good enough, I'm bad and I'm inadequate

They see me as a villain, like I'm some sort of antagonist

I got a black heart and plus my energy is cancerous

I went from bad to worse and damn, the damage hurts

I'm in a sea of flames, with every wave, it burns

I'm a burden to myself and I got so many concerned

I thought I could be happy, but I guess I'll never learn