Released on August 16, 2019

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[Verse]

Tonight feels like my last night, pretty soon I'll be gone

Sorry but my mind's weak, I could never be strong

They think I can change, I think that they think wrong

Ever since that day, they said that I seem off

I was done, I ran away, rubble with a damaged brain

Sick of the fronting everyone puts up, life's a masquerade

Rejected by society, I'm lonely, I'm a castaway

I don't know myself, I'm empty, I don't have a face

And I'm so embarrassed by my past mistakes

I regret them, I wish I could make my past erase

Walk a mile in my shoes, you wouldn't last a day

They won't show me any love until I pass away

All the money in the world couldn't save me from this darkness

DempseyRollBoy, I can't feel this void, I'm fuckin' heartless

I'm not of this earth, you people treat me like a martian

Like I crash landed on this planet in a starship

Nothin' I do matters, I don't know my self worth

Crucified by my lies, I don't think I felt worse

I just set myself up, fuck, every breath hurts

So if you play with fire then expect to get burnt

That's the lesson I learned, It's one I'll never forget

Now I can't forgive myself for all the things that I said

And all the shit that I did, I think I'm better off dead

I'm about to end this pain and put a bullet through my head

This is my goodbye, there's no way that I'll stay

I tried my best but I can't take another day

My silhouette faded, I hate that it's lost shape

A fallen angel destined to suffer in god's maze

Me versus me, I'm my own worst enemy

So much insecurity, so much negative energy

I'm insignificant, nobody will remember me

I won't be missed, I'll just be another memory