[Intro]

Sometimes we can romanticise the past too much

And it ends up killing us inside

And even though we know it's bad for us

We do it anyway

But that's what makes us human

[Verse]

Take it back to when this shit was simple now I’m a cursed being

I’m feeling nostalgic, my memories starts to irk me

Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts, see

Everything was different in 2013

I was just a boy, just a kid, like the rest of them

Almost blended in, but I did it standing next to them

Everyday I thought about the future, so depressed in them

I thought better days would come but those were the best of them

Nothing but dumb, I was young, and I thought I was in love

I thought that girl was the one, she put her hair in a bun

She gave me kisses and hugs, she made me happy as fuck

I was someone she could trust, until I fucked it all up

I won’t forget where I’m from, I’m leaving here either way

This is the place I grew up, I hope they keep it the same

I’m moving on, that’s enough, so there’s no reason to stay

Recalling all that I’ve done, things I decrypt in my brain

I remember nights I would lie down on the train tracks

Looking at the stars fall, maybe they were spacecrafts

Tears falling from my face, demons made the rain dance

Dempsey had a deathwish so he could end the pain fast

I was a loner that nobody noticed

A saddest remote is when I’m at my lowest

I’m under hypnosis, I’m somewhat a poet

That’s made of destruction and broken components

Looks are deceiving, I’m silently screaming

I hate when they tease me, it’s hard enough breathing

And finding a meaning in wanting and needing

I’m really not living, my heart is just beating

At times when I’m sleeping, I feel like I’m leaving the planet

I’m weeping alone in a coffin

We’re just repeating the process of grieving

But maybe I’m dreaming, I do that shit often

Love is appealing but I don’t believe in it

God is appealing but I don’t believe in him

Look in the mirror, now what do you see in it

Trapped in my mind and I don’t wanna be in it

[Outro]

And I know I might be lost forever but

I'll always search for myself

Always