[Intro]

I just want someone to hold me when I cry (when I cry, yeah)

I feel like no one cares if I live or die (live or die, die)

I feel like garbage and I don't know why (don't know why, why)

I, I, I

[Hook]

I, I, I've hit an all time low

I haven't felt joy since long ago

I feel like my life is a complete joke

I feel restricted when I'm at home

I feel like a burden, can't escape this hell

The PTSD never treats me well

Wake up in the morning to go to a prison cell

They say it'll get better but I cannot tell (I)

[Verse 1]

I'm surrounded with all of this money, yet I can't even pay to relieve the pain

I'm always needing her approval, what the fuck has gotten into my small brain

I'm worrying all of my homies, yeah, I feel like I'm awful to be around

Every time I think I'm getting better, everything just goes fucking tumbling down

I'm losing my sanity, I'm losing my M's

I don't know why I even have friends

My therapist saying that I need to stay calm

How can I do that when I live with my mom

I'm so broken, broken beyond repair

Never knew how it felt like to live in despair

My anxiety attacks leaving me without air

And I try to reach out, but no one cares

[Hook]

I, I, I've hit an all time low

I haven't felt joy since long ago

I feel like my life is a complete joke

I feel restricted when I'm at home

I feel like a burden, can't escape this hell

The PTSD never treats me well

Wake up in the morning to go to a prison cell

They say it'll get better but I cannot tell (I)

[Verse 2]

Try to help my homies yet I can't help myself

Scrolling through my feed, I'm comparing my wealth

Got to look at memes to distract myself

I haven't even taken care of my health

Betrayed by the people that I called friends

I sometimes wish that my life would end

School is stressing me out, waiting for the weekend

I'm always the one having to make amends

What happened to the old me

All I even want is to be happy

I'm far from perfect and many agree

But I honestly wish that I could be free, yeah

I'm such a loser, I fucking quit (yeah)

I'm putting up with other people's shit (yeah)

They ask if I'm fine not even a bit (yeah)

Only helped when it's for their benefit (yeah)

[Hook x2]

I, I, I've hit an all time low

I haven't felt joy since long ago

I feel like my life is a complete joke

I feel restricted when I'm at home

I feel like a burden, can't escape this hell

The PTSD never treats me well

Wake up in the morning to go to a prison cell

They say it'll get better but I cannot tell (I)