I'm in the dark, a shearicle room with no windows

If there was a way to get out of here, you know i'd be the first to go

I hear voices outside, they echo in my mind

I've lost my perception of time and now im praying to die

My lips have gone cold, can't feel my fingers anymore

I wish there was some way out, i wish i could find a door

Now there's something around me, i feel a presence moving in

But by now i'm apathetic, so i don't even care what it is

I put my hands around my neck to choke myself to go to sleep

But this presеnce pulls my hands away and knocks me to my knees

I feel something sharp at thе back of my neck

It penetrates my skin and pushes down past my ribs

The pain is too much, i block it out of my mind

But then i feel something warm wrap itself around my spine

My enemy destroys me from the inside out

And now i'm stuck here with nothing, and no way to shake this cloud

My enemy is the distrust that i bury in my heart so deeply

My enemy is the pain that i push down past my belly

My enemy will destroy me at the very first oppurtunity

My enemy is the pain

These emotions in my brain i push down and down

Where they reside in a place ten miles below the ground

I mask the hurt with a joke, then off my shoulder it's blown

But then it comes back and haunts me every night when i'm alone

It digs a hole in my skull, and finds comfort in my soul

And i'm left alone crying at night with noone around to console

Me, but it's probably my fault anyway

For bottling up these feelings insted of sending them down the drain

I know it's not good to do but it's my natural reaction

And know i'm looking for a knife just to create a distraction

Because pain on the surface is better than the pain that's inside

Carving into my arms is like novacane for my mind

Tears run down my face every second as i'm blinking

It knows my every move, it knows exactly what i'm thinking

My enemy destroys me from the inside out

And now I'm stuck here with nothing and no way to shake this cloud

My enemy is the distrust that i bury in my heart so deeply

My enemy is the pain that i push down past my belly

My enemy will destroy me at the very first oppurtunity

My enemy is the pain

My enemy is the pain

My enemy is the pain

My enemy is the pain

My enemy is the pain THE PAIN!!!

Sometimes i wish i could just scream!

But there's noone around that will listen to me

Sometimes i wish i could just scream

But this pain locks my jaw and now i can hardly breathe

My enemy is the distrust that i bury in my heart so deeply

My enemy is the pain that i push down past my belly

My enemy will destroy me at the very first oppurtunity

My enemy is the pain