offense mechanism - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

You always say that you're sorry

But you never apologize

Why don't you look me in the eye?

Too much to handle I guess

I need a little time

To get out you out of my mind

Always just second chances

Should've left this all behind

Why did you waste so much of my life?

Still think about it too much

I think I'm losing sight

Of what I should've denied

You already became the person you didn't wanna be

And you know that

You cast me to the side and you push me to the ground just to see

If I'd come back

Can't ever make up my mind

Do you need to be that close?

You've only made mе feel alone

I don't have time to wastе

Yet I'm still paralyzed

By everything that you've faked

You already became the person you didn't wanna be

And you know that

You cast me to the side and you push me to the ground just to see

If I'd come back

Always on the offensive, I need a break

I tend to be pensive, don't give me what you've taken

You must be mistaken, we aren't close like that

We'll never be close like that

Don't act so defensive, it just feels fake

Pretend you didn't mention it, I'll stay away

I let everyone down again

I let everyone down

I let everyone down again

(Ask your friends about it)

(How did I deal with it before?)