I feel nothing

I remember bliss, disarray, obliteration and dismay

Line of bodies miles long, just to take a shot at me

I cling to the past to no avail

What the fuck took the wind from my sails?

I forged my reality in blood and strength

I push no matter what it takes

Who’s the village idiot if everybody fails?

Complacency and cowardice tipping the scales

Everybody hates me, but nobody can say it

Everybody hurts, yet few can face it

I'm not losing what I’ve just barely won

I won’t surrender, I won’t come undone

But maybe this is what fate foretells

As if I wasn't alrеady burning in this hell

I am the anger of thе hydra, the stinger of the serpent

I am the bones that chill with panic

And the abyss to which they return

I've been down but I will never be out

It's time to bow and render unto the cloud

Someday it'll all be over

I'm not losing what I’ve just barely won

I won’t surrender, I won’t come undone

But maybe this is what fate foretells

As if I wasn't already burning in this hell

The world is not big enough to house my hate

Inside the cistern I wait, rejuvenate

I forged my reality in blood and strength

I push no matter what it takes

Maybe I cared too much about the "rules"

Maybe I should just make my own fucking rules

Maybe there's no point in saying anything at all

Maybe quite alike the world, I too, should fall

I'm not losing what I’ve just barely won

I won’t surrender, I won’t come undone

This is not what my fate foretells

As if I wasn't already burning in this hell