Spoke with my conscience

Said the path i'm walking

Is a lonely one but if I’m honest doesn't bother, me

Soon as I stepped on it

Knew I'd found my calling

But it don’t, give me the right to attack them like I'm flawless

See!

I've been reminded of how I lived before the rhyming, before the times when I had an outlet to channel the pain through, instead denied it

In the mindset, of put me down use it climb to new heights I'm rising family divided now I'm leading blinded when I speak my mind just keep in mind that

I had a rough upbringing and I don't mean that'a

Had'a tough beginning gotta wonder if I had’a been brought up swinging would I be a better person? No need for the verses pleased with the first piss-shit poor track that was easy on purpose speaking with thirst needin’ reassurance scream to be heard don't believe that I’ve earned it

Okay cut the quick shit stick on a speed limit so they listen to this bit

I'm telling you

I'm not right either never gonna agree but I've been down right evil

And this guilt is eating me

But you’re twisted reasoning

Drove me to extremes can't see the end, but I won't be leaving!

For the sake of him

Only 8 years old he's taken shit, like a grown up, while you break and fit, shoulda shown your

Strength taken the hit, not fold up

Escape from this? I hope it

Was worth the stress, just know that'

Our trusts paper thin, you broke it!

Not just you to blame though

Took two to tango

The house was a warzone and you felt strangled verbally mangled virtually hanging by a thread you dangled perched on the edge looking down at the gravel thought to yourself this is more than I can handle end of the battle pills grab a handful

Nothing broke me like seeing you had your eyes closed no choice but to breath through tubes nothing we could do but see it through whole fucking room could see how desperate I was regret for the claws that came out with intention to cause nuf' hurt to stop you

But I kept, going to the point that we almost lost you

There's no bluff to call then for once you were trying the truth after all the "we're not together we're just friends you get it"

You lied to me and I won't forget it

Choked up and getting

Emotional the best thing I can do is prove no matter what you do you're still my mother and for some fucking reason I love you!

My god I'll miss it though

Reminiscing when we would go all day everyday finishing missions on Nintendo

Can't pretend to understand I don't get you but I'll be damned if I grow old still holding you for your debt to your oldest son

'specially because I know what you went through to pack a happy demeanor day in and day out would wreck you so you created a bubble, I was a number 2 pencil (pop) But we're even it's over now, you hear me? We're level!

I'm down from the high-ground died down firing shots when you lied down

Oh shit, I missed

Aiming for the leg I shot the head of this bitch

What bitch? that's my mother! Lost the respect that we had for each other, be brought back no we saw that go and flee although you're free to show

Who you are on a clean slate done with the fighting want you back as a teammate

Know I preach hate leave you in a weak state

But the weapons are down now I've reached a-

New plain of peace and I'm down to teach what I've learned but please

Don't lie to me, I won't lie to you

Agreed?