Here I lie

In place that I can't feel

Now can't I try

To hold on to what is real

Now it all seems to get underneath my skin

Fighting for something to change in me

All of this time in a panic room

But nothing will make me feel safe again

Inside my mind, I'm facing this torment

Was I designed to finally go cold?

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind to how you make me feel?

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that I'd be alright

When I'm stuck in this echo chamber

Here deprived

Until my mind is numb inside

Just push aside

Everything you did and hopе that I'll survive

Why can't there bе the closure to offer me?

The only thing inherited is suffering

I'm begging you to act like the "you" I know

You tore this family apart, when will you just stop?

Inside my mind, I'm facing this torment

Was I designed to finally go cold?

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind to how you make me feel?

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that I'd be alright

When I'm stuck in this echo chamber

Go now

Go now

You tore this family apart, you'll never face the truth

All love you cease to possess, you only cared for you

I wish I knew who you were, you were my idol once

But now a ghost of yourself, made into someone else

I hope you find who you are, this is my last goodbye

You'll never be what I need, I see it in your eyes

Just know that I tried to love you

Just know that I tried to love you

Inside my mind, I'm facing this torment

Was I designed to finally go cold?

Barely alive when I was discarded

(Discarded, discarded)

Inside my mind, I'm facing this torment

Was I designed to finally go cold?

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind to how you make me feel?

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that I'd be alright

I needed a place I could call my own