[Verse 1]

Damn the life we living is so far out in the check

We running rat races, never really gon' break your neck

You buy her dinner, take her out and then you come correct

But she sitting back, she teasing you with all this damn sex

Fuck with me, and Ima show you satisfaction

Fuck a movie, this is real life with all the action,

The above, everybody wanna show you love

But it's fake, I know this shit I really been around the world God

Striving for greatness gets you no attention in town run

Then you gotta learn the hard way selling hard drugs

Or in fact selling your CDs without a street buzz,

I'm not lyrical, I'm never really gonna claim to be

Really wanna go to the island, my feet up on a tree

Ya'll get 80k, I get 200 for a show

I don't even really know if I'm even comfortable anymore

Spending more of my money I'm not making, got me faking

[Hook x2]

Oh, I don't know, nope I don't know

I just wanna, I just wanna

Blow up, bitch I wanna blow up, bitch I wanna blow up

Yeah I wanna blow up, dope!

[Verse 2]

Uh, we get it to the best and then we unfamiliar

Loved your fave artist before they really killed em

Hate that fake rest in peace, ya'll needa stop that

If I don't make it in 30 years then Ima stop rap

But nah, I don't think that could ever really fly though

Been too deep in this shit for me to ever just try more

And then it's Evermore, it's Everglade I needa try more

Alcohol in my system because it's the July 4th

What the fuck am I doing, I'm passed out in the gutter

You told me long ago you loved me like I was your brother

Used to hang out at the park even stole that trampoline

Went to the play really high and you were always in my dreams

I can't recall the last time I saw you without your legs spread

It's a shame cause you were an actress and you would run there

Everybody, everyday and nothing would mean much to you

You turned your back on me and the hatred just started filling you

[Hook x2]