[Verse 1]
Imagine growing up poor
It's only part of another story
The one that I hold really dearly
When I'm on fifth story
But I just wanna know what you felt
When you did deploy me
To another part of the town
When you couldn't afford me
But fuck it all, I was a kid that adamant
I know you always gon' cry and I ain't ever up having it
I'm really proud of it, had no reception on our telly
Had to tell you when you ain't never ever gon' let me
Hiding in shelter for 2 weeks with this canned food
Young hopeless kid with his dreams going to Cancun
Never reality when it struck
That I would ever make it home
Know it's fucked and I just wanted to give it up
Lining up for a week, just for a liter of milk
You slapped me if I ever messed around and it gon' spilled
And I'm sorry if I ever caused you pain and the burden
Deeper inside I just can't see that you were really up hurting
Bombs eventually scared the ruthless out of me
Young visionary was frightened so excuses a part of me
But I never had time to learn about all these manners
Became a man before I ever learnt about that Santa
[Hook]
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
I'll be beside you
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
Be right beside you
[Verse 2]
I was lost
Didn't know who the fuck to blame
Was it the government, was it somebody else in this game
Leaving dead bodies and innocent people burnt
It's not humility I learnt but rather agility that I worked
Not a lick of english when I moved over and it was really hard
Never complaining cause we were blessed and we were so far
Doing what we can as a family with a strong unit
Handing out papers at 11 and I was not fluent
Understanding it but always wanting a buic
But I always helped you out when you were sitting there viewing
6 o'clock news, fucken with the murder and war
I ignored that shit was just bumping that Tupac Shakur
It was helping me out
No matter what you could tell me
Always had to work hard
When I was up here and selling
While my people back home
They had to forcefeed
Couldn't afford things
Media covering up like a smokescreen
[Hook]
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
I'll be beside you
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
Be right beside you
[Verse 3]
All I ask is for forgiveness to whatever had happening
I did the best I could to provide
When I was just rapping
You saw that as a hobby at first
Until I made that shit work
Paradigm flip, thinking like a damn immigrant
But if you could go to another country and do it
Why can't I chase all my dreams
Make em' believe and learn it
But you always had the title of the toughest of mothers
And I thank you for it, taught me how to stand out from others
It's a trait that you can't get from nobody else
When we couldn't afford the emotions that I felt
Hungry to survive as a young kid with all these politics
Did the best I could to treasure it over the lotteries
And the fucken hypocrisys that I dealt with on the daily
And I always turn my back when you ever wanted to pay me
Cause I can't accept money from somebody that gave me lots
Promise when my stocks go up I'ma get you to the top
[Hook]
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
I'll be beside you
But no matter what you had to go through
You've always got somebody here to hold you
My heart will find you
Be right beside you