Released on August 7, 2020

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I grew up in a solid neighbourhood

With a not-so-solid mental state

Then winter rolls around, and

I'm grappling with the sound of static in my brain

Nothing but love for my sister and girlfriend

Who always stay with me when I'm insane

But there's only so much you can do for a person

Before you leave them standing in the rain

I'm writing lyrics to vent the pent up anxiety

Inside of me, which I'll likely grow up and forget

Said, I know I'm a no one, but I could still try to make it yet

But my idols all shot up and shot themselves, and it's just that

I don't wanna die, oh no

I don't wanna die

But what's the point in life if you don't do what you like

Is it worth the price of not making it out alive

I don't wanna say goodbye, oh no, and

Leave all this behind

But, I'm standing in the shadow of a morality battle, and

I can't seem to find the light

I raised myself on Amy, Curtis, Biggie

Gordie, Kurt, Cornell, and all the greats

My blanket was the sound of the hurting, and

Breaking down, and yeah it kept me sane

But standing here, looking at the legends

Who died to keep me living every day

Well I don't believe in a god, but if I did

I guess I'd pray I make it out okay, yeah

I'm writing lyrics to vent the pent up anxiety

Inside of me, which I'll likely grow up and forget

Said, I know I'm a no one, but I could still try to make it yet

But my idols all shot up and shot themselves

I don't wanna die, oh no

I don't wanna die

But what's the point in life if you don't do what you like

Is it worth the price of not making it out alive

I don't wanna say goodbye oh no, and

Leave all this behind

But I'm standing in the shadow of a morality battle, and

I can't seem to find the light

You can call me Cobain

Shooting shells through my own brain

I can't take the fucking mind games

A victim of the fame, a victim of the fame, that made me Cobain

Baby, death's my only escape

I can't carry all this damn weight

A victim of the fame, a victim of the fame

That made me

I don't wanna die, oh no

I don't wanna die

But what's the point in life if you don't do what you like

Is it worth the price of not making it out alive

I don't wanna say goodbye, oh no, and

Leave all this behind

But, I'm standing in the shadow of a morality battle, and

I can't seem to find the light

That made me