Released on June 2, 2022

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[Intro]

Why bother? (Firemane)

With what?

Caring about people


[Verse 1]

Okay, okay, don't make me feel like I’m alone

Can't find comfort in your voice when I get turned off by your tone

You got so annoyed when I asked God to take me home

It's not like you had a choice and I still recognize your growth

It’s been getting harder

I can't even lie, this shit's like penetrating armour

I might beg for light if my thoughts get any darker

That pain in the side of my brain is getting sharper

Brain eating departure

Okay, okay, don't say shit thеn hang up the phone

Your heart opеns up for me whenever mine is closed

Both of us been suffering by puncturing the holes

And finally it cuts too deep, took months to see the bones

Used to talk for hours

That's just how it goes when stimulated by the downers

Life is simulated we're just given away power

I just miss her face, I miss her voice

And I miss how her dad thinks I'm a coward

I can't disagree, and I can’t forget what was ours

Daffodil, a flower, rose bush in a hill top

My time spent without her is longing for the kill shot

I sit here for hours and wonder when it will stop

Shadow people tower over me when she pill pop

Shallow breathing, sour taste and I can’t chill, nah

Hate how I allowed her to drag me down

And still not see just how much power I gave her for real, ah

Okay, okay, don't have to do this on your own

I can’t understand the shit that's not in my control

I can fix your damages whenever they're exposed

More stitches and bandages that hide under your clothes


[Chorus]

Maybe we should make amends, yeah, yeah, yeah

But what will I gain from it? Yeah, yeah, yeah

Everything is dangerous, yeah, yeah, yeah

We're just here to pain inflict, yeah, yeah, yeah

Look what we destroyed, baby, we’re all gonna pay for it

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Maybe we should make amends, yeah, yeah, yeah

But what will I gain from it? Yeah, yeah, yeah

Everything is dangerous, yeah, yeah, yeah

We're just here to pain inflict, yeah, yeah, yeah

Look what we destroyed, baby, we're all gonna pay for it


[Verse 2]

Okay, okay, don't ever fuckin' tell me no

Not including sexually, there's debt to me you owe

I'd give you the rest of me, especially my soul

The silence is deafening whenever I'm alone

Okay, okay, don't make me feel like you've outgrown

Anything and everything you said to me, you won't

I'm consumed in jealousy, unless it's me you hold

You can be my ecstasy, and heavily I'm dosed