Okay as of recent

I've been on some bullshit

I've been so obsessed with revenge

My ex hit my phone and tried to get me on some deep shit

I took two S90's I'd talk to her on at least six

I can't even pretend

Guys it's alright

Please don't try to tell me everything is fine

I've been here before so you don't gotta lie

Do it too much for me not to recognize

I escape to a place where it's harder but at least I know its safe

Someone's daughter I wasn't willing to chase

I'd have brought her if she wanted to be saved

Save face stay pissed

Know she finna hate this

Finna hate me by like day three of a seven day binge

Miss you greatly it might take me to where heaven's gates is

To find safety I've been racing to new elevations

And the sky's a gray tint

Feels like armageddon

Feels like I should live forever

Let's just start the day then

Then it starts to make sense

I just harbor hatred

And these brand new realizations hurt the harder they hit

Guys it's alright

Please don't try to tell me everything is fine

I've been here before so you don't gotta lie

Do it too much for me not to recognize

I escape to a place where it's harder but at least i know its safe

Someone's daughter I wasn't willing to chase

I'd have brought her if she wanted to be saved