(Nidia)
Because I know
Life like yours is a spiral
Straight down on the floor
Never high though
Got stitches in your arms
Be the life flow
Where your life go?
Got a scar like your
'cause I'm asheing cigarettes
And it shouldn't be a chore
To give me the fucking best
Back in high school
I used Motorola flip phone
Its all used
Why you
Always on my dick though
Cause I'm praying for the best
But expect all the worst
Back in high school
Seventeen
Mount up on a hearse
And your voice is heavenly
Guess its not a curse
Have some mother fucking empathy
Roles are reversed
Raindrops falling
Dancing on your skin
And your eyes are a black hole
Sucking in your lids
Bones made of glass though
Flood into abyss
See it written on your lips
See you hate it
Then I miss
And your iris
Show the secrets of the stars
Come and hide it
Headlights in my car ultraviolet
When the night's getting dark they get high lit
And my eyes twitch
Ima fight it
Withdraws off the can
Ima fly in
I got super fucking ego
I got super empathy
'cause I got stuck inside a k-hole
Don't know what you want from me
'cause my ego’s only severed when I trip off ketamine
Well my arm got 17 stitches
That'll stop the bleeding
Never had a reason
To follow you
Throw my feelings in the air
Watch them fall on you
Cigarette high noon
(Deep October)
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
Been a couple months
Since done ketamine at all
I don't think about it too much
But it’s definitely a flaw
I can't lie
But I knew you wouldn't let me get involved
It's alright if you're shedding
You stay evergreen in fall
There’s a change in your voice
You got brand new body language
I know you're annoyed
I can tell you fucking hate it
Barriers destroyed
I still do nothing to change it
So much to avoid
Only feelings I can change with
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in
My eyes close again
Swallow all your pride
You can hold it in