Everything Outside

By Deep October

On Venus Was a Riser

Released on April 25, 2025

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[Intro]

Couldn't save lives, probably couldn't save mine

I use all my best flows

Are you done? I guess so

I would curve a porn star

I’d still fuck my ex though

I just need to let go—


[Chorus]

I kinda wished you died, I will admit I lied and

Sentiment is heartache, infinite as always

We would sit and cry, it was intimate at times

And we're alone we stargaze, we were prone to part ways

Everything outside's threatening my life

Definitely questioning why the set and setting is so high

Heavenly melodies, that shit sounds so deafening at times

Reddening my eyes, helping me survive


[Verse 1]

I don't wanna go back unless in a toe tag

I told you I'm sober but, you already know that

I struggle to overcome everything I hold back from you

Summer nights all felt the same when we were in my room

How come I just felt a change, new energy from you?

Way different than yesterday, this second wave feels new

I move forward, I'm pressing play, de-escalate my mood


[Chorus]

Kinda wished you died, I will admit I lied and

Sentiment is heartache, infinite as always

We would sit and cry, it was intimate at times

And we're alone we stargaze, we were prone to part ways

Everything outside's threatening my life

Definitely questioning why the set and setting is so high

Heavenly melodies, that shit sounds so deafening at times

Reddening my eyes, helping me survive


[Verse 2]

The one time I find beach, sunlight has no reach

Blood runs black like creek and my gums subtract my teeth

Said "Just once", drive back, she speaks

Then spends months high half asleep

Once I have my peace, sky so bright eyes bleached

Killing my health when we link, spilling myself at her feet

Xylitol numb my gums


[Outro]

I'll shelter the sun from your eyes

I'll shelter the sun from your eyes

I'll shelter the sun from your eyes

I'll shelter the sun from your eyes