Released on August 9, 2019

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All the pain from the past comes to light

The justice you seek from the plight

The feelings hurt best in the night

The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight

The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right

Right now it feels right

The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane

Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train

You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

All the pain from the past comes to light

The justice you seek from the plight

The feelings hurt best in the night

The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight

The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right

Right now it feels right

The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane

Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train

You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

You don't miss the pain just the time

Go through it all every time

Recall the instance you felt so alive

Visit the places where love may have died

Dig up the grass

Dig up the dirt

Dig up the anger

Dig up the hurt

When you reach the casket

You pry it wide open

Laying on top of the flowers its broken

Can’t believe what you see

The fragments apart

You pick up the tiny pieces of ya heart

They slip through your fingers and crash like a dart

You try to amend em some pieces are shards

Affliction in love

The effort you wasted

You fear that your idea of love has been tainted

The picture you saw not the picture that's painted

You sit here in silence don't know why you’re waiting

Behind closed doors are the stress

All of the feelings you worked to repress

Strolling for hours you stop just to rest

You gotta give up just for you to progress

Don't fight the feelings

Give in emotions

Know that right now starts the healing of broken

The wounds open up when the wrong words are spoken

Just give in to time and you'll live in the moment

All the pain from the past comes to light

The justice you seek from the plight

The feelings hurt best in the night

The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight

The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right

Right now it feels right

The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane

Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train

You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

All the pain from the past comes to light

The justice you seek from the plight

The feelings hurt best in the night

The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight

The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right

Right now it feels right

The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane

Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train

You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

We been through the feels

Late nights of roaming

When you lost your aura

You stopped glowing

Love stopped floating

The stages of grief started going

Life slowed down I'm just going through the motions

Return to the surface reality hurting

I turned off the lights but know you closed the curtains

May never agree that's for certain

It was never meant to be

I stuck in for patience I try to tell me

I stuck in for love look at where it took me

I stuck in for us look at where we should be

Don't ever look down upon me

I hold the keys

My pen doesn't bleed

The hardships I own

It's just what I need

I stand in my way too succeed

Nobody stops me but me

I look in the mirror

I challenge myself

I bet all my worth that I know I’ll excel

The look in my eyes it burns hotter than hell

Memory lane

I bid you farewell

No longer dwell in the past

Two fingers up to the feelings I had

Raising a toast to the future I planned

I know moving forward theboyistheman