[Intro]

Damn, MyBaad

[Refrain]

This shit too heavy on my heart, I can't be sober

I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her

I'm in junkie mode ridin' with that drank and got pulled over

I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"

[Verse 1]

I keep a big smile on my face, inside I'm dyin' still

I told her keep it on the hush, like we on Silent Hill

Stole from my mama once before, but now I pay her bills

I had a dream that I went back in time, it gave me chills

I lost some people to these streets, do you know how that feel?

I still got brothers in that field, but this ain't NFL

Feel like I'm floatin' in this yacht, 'cause I'm off drank and pills

I told his mama "I'm so sorry", but she hatе me still

I treat my son like hе a prince, but I ain't Uncle Phil

I give him game say it don't cost a thing to keep it real

Got all this water on, like I'm sponsored by Navy SEALs

Ain't no one starvin' on my side, 'cause we gon' split the meal

[Chorus]

I think about you when I cry, cry, cry

Look at the sky and I say why, why, why

Wish I could sacrifice myself and bring you back alive

Asked me if my blessin' is a curse and I just can't decide

They play with Baby, we gon' clap his ass like high-five

And we ain't stackin' up no beef, no this ain't Five Guys

They servin' Nick still got that cannon, this a drumline

I fuck with Yayo, know I love my boy a hunnid' times

[Verse 2]

Before he died from kidney failure, you take one of mine

I'm tired of lookin' at these stars, I need some sunshine

Start lookin' deep inside, it might just change your mind

I get paid to tell you how I feel, and I just make it rhyme

[Refrain]

This shit weigh heavy on my heart, I can't be sober

I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her

In junkie mode ridin' with that drank and got pulled over

I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"

[Verse 3]

I keep a big smile on my face, inside I'm hurtin' hard

My mama see me in disgrace, 'cause I was servin' Raw

I put my business first and never family, overall

They like to tell me that I changed, but I can't recall

[Chorus]

I think about you when I cry, cry, cry

Look at the sky and I say why, why, why

Wish I could sacrifice myself and bring you back alive

Asked me if my blessin' is a curse and I just can't decide

They play with Baby, we gon' clap his ass like high-five

And we ain't stackin' up no beef, no this ain't Five Guys

They servin' Nick still got that cannon, this a drumline

I fuck with Yayo, know I love my boy a hunnid' times

[Refrain]

This shit too heavy on my heart, I can't be sober

I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her

I'm in junkie mode ridin' with that drank and got pulled over

I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"