DED INSIDE - Intellectual

[intro]

Yea

Woah

[verse 1]

Felt cute might delete myself later

To tell the truth I’m the biggest self hater

Gettin drip just to try to feel pretty

Cuz deep down man I always feel shitty

Tryna fool the whole world in my fitty

Stay underground I don’t want ur pity

Small town Boi lost in the city

I hide a frown cuz this life is so gritty

Gettin faded

Till I’m brainded

See my face in the mirror and I hate it

Shit is so dumb

I’m tryna go numb

I can’t do nothing right I stick out like a sore thumb

[Chorus]

I’m always gettin high

I guess I never tried

Living a real life

And now I’m Ded Inside ...

But I still feel fine

Yea fuckin right

You know that that’s a lie

Because I’m Ded Inside ...

I'm Ded Inside

[verse 2]

I can’t tell if ppl tryna play games with me

I’m so ashamed that I waste away aimlessly

Living in this industry is changing me

There is no innocence remaining just insanity

And vanity, n judgement

Ain’t no cushion all the pushin turns to shovin

I’m running, but I ain’t movin

I keep on tryna win but always end up losin

I’m jaded

Too faded