[Chorus]

Life so foul, let’s play house

[VERSE 1]

This shit can get really wild, really wild

This shit can get really wild

This shit can get really wild, everybody defiled

Everybody defiled

A chest feeling wound as tight as a drum

Assess meaning by fight or flight that you can find when he comes

Arrested development propels your fist to the gun

The bell tolls for no one, there no hope where we're from

A chest feeling wound tight as a drum

If you've got a fеar, you'd drown it in rum

If you've got a fear, you'd drown it in-

[VERSE 2]

No wonder I’m strеssed

Remember when [CENSORED] leaked my address to the press and got mad I was pressed?

I can’t hold a gun but I need me a vest

You told me I’m needy at best and that you don’t need me to rest, why can’t I remember we’re blessed?

My head is a mess

I know you don’t know me the best, but can’t we please talk about the vest?

I don’t wanna talk no more

[VERSE 3]

You think that you safe?

Watch how fast niggas come in your place

Tryna cum on your face

Greedy niggas tryna steal all our things

And I know that we ain't toting them things

This is all we got

There isn't a plan B

I know you can't stand me

You think I'm demanding

You think that I think I'm the man

Tell me what that means

When everyone's a threat to me i think that you're capping

But this all we've got

I know it's not a lot but it's all that we got

A chest feeling wound tight as a knot

You think that we're safe but I know that we're not

I done seen how these niggas get shot

Its never you till you up and get caught

And if I'm the nigga that let the nigga that murdered his sister in the house, then Imma be the damn fool with no sister

But now I'm the damn fool that got you pissed, I swear its no winning with this

A chest feeling getting heavy as sin

But there's a reason that I'm feeling like this

[Chorus]

[VERSE 4]

I'm tired of writing tragedy

When I have a panic attack, you people laugh at me

Pretending I'm beyond understanding

I been the only one fighting my battles

I been the only one that’s taking care of me

I done seen too many things that’s been harrowing

Murder and heroin, rape happens everywhere

My entire life, motherfuckers been pushing my boundaries

This is the place I’ve got

This is the only place that I think I won’t got shot

A chest feeling wound tight as a knot

Please get these niggas right out of my house

I haven’t slept for bout 40 hours

Call me what you want, I know I’m a coward

But I’m a survivor, I’ve spent my life just desperately clinging to life

You’d be surprised what a person can do with a knife, or what they can do when they’re white

Or what they can do when they think they’re fighting for their life

25 straight hours of adrenaline, I could kill him with my bare hands

Before he kills you, it’s a grand stand

I think I wanna hurt somebody, I could kill a man

I feel so sick today

I think I wanna hurt somebody

Don’t fucking touch me

[OUTRO]

Katie’s dragging me to therapy

They say I need help

But I don’t think there’s helping me