Sinking low at the moment, and I don’t really like it

No I need it now, need it now, wanna get it somehow

I’m only somewhat able

To be the last one left on the dinner table

I scream so loud, but no one hears

I’m falling straight back to my fears

I’m battling a vicious demon in my head

It asks me everyday how am I not dead

It’s like a large drain, that only causes bare pain

I couldn’t live up to any hype that I gave anyone

I’m screaming dead-faced at the moon, but blinded by the sun

I need some help right now

I wanna save myself, but I don’t know how

It seems like I’m crazy, but you know the rest

Yeah I need some help right now

Can you listen to that sound

I’m screaming at the top of my lungs

Cause I just need some help on the way

I’m in that certain level of danger

Everyone just feels like a stranger

Sit down, shut up, won’t you leave me be

I’m in the deep dark, cannot see

I cannot think, I can’t rejoint

Consider this my breaking point

I need some help right now

I wanna save myself, but I don’t know how

It seems like I’m crazy, but you know the rest

Yeah I need some help right now

Can you listen to that sound

I’m screaming at the top of my lungs

Cause I just need some help on the way

Can you show me the way

Don’t take me back to yesterday

Can you show me the way

Don’t take me back, don’t take me back to yesterday

I need some help right now

I wanna save myself, but I don’t know how

It seems like I’m crazy, but you know the rest

Yeah I need some help right now

Can you listen to that sound

I’m screaming at the top of my lungs

Cause I just need some help on the way