[Verse 1]

Now it's such a good night for the end of us

Envious of God, I eat some shrooms so I can level up

Depression's just my head tellin' me I need to step it up

Never learn my lessons 'cause my life's just an event for us

Never what they want, I don't stop for the kids that do it right

Apocalypse in my vision and purple haze up in my sight

[?] come crashin' down through the fuckin' night

And all I see is smoke comin' out the flash in the light

Cracks in the wall, never lost, always stay alone

Abandoning my soul for a coffin to call my home

Trippin' in ways and flippin' my gaze to the shit that I ain't even know

I'm a pimp, in my dreams when I fall asleep

All that I see is a ghost mackin' on these hoes

Two-faced, these bitches too late

Maybe back in '95

Everybody grows like trees when they [?] those that die

Shading in the lines of my mind as I'm going blind

Never seen [?] creepin' from the darkness in my eyes

[Bridge]

Suicide

Fuckin' suicide

[Verse 2]

Drop dead, I drop

It ain't ever gonna stop me, though

Every time I come alive all I can see is drama, though

Everybody wanna die unless they got some alcohol

I gotta sell them drugs and make that money from the fuckin' shows

Weed up in my pocket 'cause it's all I ever wanna do

And make this fuckin' music

Boy, you fake as shit, it's fuckin' true

Ain't nobody like me, you step to me, I say "Who is you?"

Fuck havin' a family, all I got with me is my fuckin' crew

Bitch