LIPSTICK - Intellectual

In a simple maths analogy, he depicts his art of rapping to a line on a graph. The line representing his life and insecurities which get to be seen at its intercept only if the level of steepness (gradient) is right. If you listen or read this with a condescending attitude (being steep) you wont see the equation unless you reevaluate you position (steepness,gradient)

So in order to keep his profile as a normal kid growing up, he’d always put up a fake smile so no one knew what was really going on with him. He just wanted be that normal kid too. The truth was hidden and most people around never got to know that part of him. He’s still amazed how he got through all that unscathed.

Some say he’s should put his energies towards other skills other than rapping but he feels he is not only rapping for others but for himself too. He has no problem if he never makes it big. Although he’ll ‘kill’ for it.

He’s rapping about his own weaknesses in his rap (guilt) and putting them out for others to listen to plainly.

But at the same time, he is praying constantly and vehemently for God to answer his prayers.

His name (Ismail) is from the earliest prophets of Islam who’s popular story of offering himself for sacrifice as God willed is well known. He believes he isn’t in that mold but should be aiming to be of that character of piousness and wit.

He puts a plea out that even though he seeks to find love, he never thinks thought of wild passion will serve as motivation to find love. His wildest passion might just heighten his weaknesses(faults).

He’s not like any other rapper, he lays it out real with his emotions laced. It’s almost like he has a dual personality that are a complete split different.

He even tried burning his own house down but that didn’t work out.

You need to look back at his past life. He had far from a normal childhood. Like reading a book.

Although he’s been praying for success, he also prays he’ll find the right woman someday.
His past encounters doesn’t allow him to show the feeling of love even if he wants to.

He realizes most people think he fears to fall in love but its much more complex than that.

1.He hopes you’ve enjoyed the moment with him. He hopes you’ve enjoyed the rap (feast), (there was lot of it to go around lol). But he is never tired to feasting.
He uses the word savor to mean ‘relish’ and a slant rhyme to the word ‘saviour’ inline with point 2
2. He ends with a feast just as Jesus ends his stay on Earth with the last supper.

Only home he had, was in school. His friends meant everything.

He spits hard almost uncontrollably. Its like he has involuntarily convulsions.

He had a physical home but it was far from ‘home’.

He cant be normal to the public when within himself he knows he isn’t ordinary

He cant help but continue to put his life as a sample in his raps for others to vibe to.

He feels more fragile than he really is. His self doubt is a constant bother to him.

He’s not going to ask strange girls out at parties to take pictures and make a collage so that people think thats his life when it isn’t the truth at all.

In other words there is no harm in trying to do your best

Getting towards the end, his braggadocio ends and the usual self doubts starts to creep in.
He starts to think if he never went away, his life would have been in a better state than it is right now.

This perceived anomalies in his character might be because he has been listening and watching ‘poison’ which is the chemical substance Formalin.
Elderly people might just not understand why someone would turn down a big management job for chance to be a rap star.

He stays grounded in his rap keeping it real almost like he was an electrical appliance grounded with a wire to take away the excess charge(Pride).

Referring to the lipstick again, his raps are too seductive, its teasing his listeners.

Rap allows him to relieve himself of the weight of the hurt in his life.

Deanzer stands for realness but he cant help it that sometimes he has to put himself in others shoes and rap about their lives from his own tinted glasses.

He can still go on rapping (even after this very long verse lol) but he feels its enough. He’s happy with his therapy session and if any of his listeners also felt better than his done enough good.

He knows he was the power to spit like bullets from an artillery base because it’s his talent. And in military style he ready standing at ease.

He believes he cant get rid of the effects of his past. They have formed a part of his present self being and sticks to him like lipstick.

His mind is going unconscious due to inhaling the poison.It clouds his reality and makes it seem sometimes his world is going to end soon.

He believes his word power is up there with Godly hence reference to Hercules although Hercules was a demigod. He also has more than one Achilles which is in reference to two things mainly:
1. It’s a common saying in English that a person or an objects weakness is its ‘Achilles heel. So as he likens himself to a god he knows he is not completely divine but a demi and therefore has some weaknesses (Achilles)
2. In reference to the movie Troy where the demigod Achilles is dipped into a pond by his stepmother whom he hates by the way but ends up being immortal from the upper part of his body( from his heel upwards). In the movie again, Achilles has one weak spot which is the heel from which he was held by his step mom which did not touch the river of the Gods thereby making that once again his weak spot his (Achilles). It is quite noticeable what Deanzer is pointing us to. Achilles the mythical demigod only weakness is his Achilles (heel). *All puns intended:)

Some might think that is weird but he is saying it as it is.

He is stating that no one has the perfect life only people who were crazy. lol
https://www.facebook.com/notes/ing-ismail/lipstick-just-dont-tell-me-its-dope-now-listen/10152110649473399

if he’s music changes your life in the smallest of ways whilst trying to live his dreams then he has done more than he has ever expected.

Maybe he isn’t like a demi god after all. His past makes him constantly doubt himself.