GUTTER

By DEADPAN

On GUTTER

Released on November 8, 2019

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[Intro]

It just keeps tossing and turning

Hit the power button, it keeps churning

Throw that shit in the fire and it’s not burning


[Verse 1]

I wish I could turn my petulant, torturous brain off

Twisted images on loop against my will

Drawn by soft strokes from a chainsaw

Batter up, target isn’t even baseballs

Break laws, swan song, break jaws

Leave your white face covered in red stitches

Death wishes foreseen, seems that was the best riddance

Depression, anxiety, poverty, and resentment

Have my mind going crazy

Best to keep the world safe from me maybe

So my mental health will keep me motherfucking bed-ridden


[Bridge]

Uh, the only one that can save

You from me is me

And me from me is me

And them from me is me

Uh, is me


[Verse 2]

To keep myself peaceful and focused in public

I keep fidgeting, I can’t sit still

Every part of my body is twitching and shivering, it kills

Neck snaps sideways, hand flexes open and closed

Over and over, the buildings feel like they’re crushing me

Watching me, but if I keep rubbing my body, it stops


[Outro]

Back in my room, ruminating

Don’t call them crude hallucinations

Tell yourself it’s just deluded faking

Knock on my door, then, I’m waiting

Knock on my motherfucking door, then, I’m waiting

Knock on my, knock on my door, then, I’m waiting

I’m waiting

Knock on my door, knock on it, knock on it, knock