[Intro]
It just keeps tossing and turning
Hit the power button, it keeps churning
Throw that shit in the fire and it’s not burning
[Verse 1]
I wish I could turn my petulant, torturous brain off
Twisted images on loop against my will
Drawn by soft strokes from a chainsaw
Batter up, target isn’t even baseballs
Break laws, swan song, break jaws
Leave your white face covered in red stitches
Death wishes foreseen, seems that was the best riddance
Depression, anxiety, poverty, and resentment
Have my mind going crazy
Best to keep the world safe from me maybe
So my mental health will keep me motherfucking bed-ridden
[Bridge]
Uh, the only one that can save
You from me is me
And me from me is me
And them from me is me
Uh, is me
[Verse 2]
To keep myself peaceful and focused in public
I keep fidgeting, I can’t sit still
Every part of my body is twitching and shivering, it kills
Neck snaps sideways, hand flexes open and closed
Over and over, the buildings feel like they’re crushing me
Watching me, but if I keep rubbing my body, it stops
[Outro]
Back in my room, ruminating
Don’t call them crude hallucinations
Tell yourself it’s just deluded faking
Knock on my door, then, I’m waiting
Knock on my motherfucking door, then, I’m waiting
Knock on my, knock on my door, then, I’m waiting
I’m waiting
Knock on my door, knock on it, knock on it, knock