[Intro: Brantley Dillard & goth helma]

Once upon a time, there was a lost soul

And that lost soul fell into temptation

And that lost soul let his whole family and friends down

And right then he knew, there was only one outcome to this whole situation

(Do it a couple more times

Goth helma is back in the function)

[Chorus]

I been lost for quite some time now

Make my heart smile to make my granny proud

Nihilistic from the day that I was born

Soul so black, now it glow now that I’m reborn

[Verse 1]

Do the Lord’s work, spread the word

Cut my heart up into thirds

One’s for love, another for pain

The other’s for the part that’s blurred

Spеnt the last year and a half tryna tell y’all how I feel

Bipolar, so whеn the pain hits, it makes me wanna pop pills

Grew up in the ghetto

Where them thugs lurk in the meadows

Bitches calling me the Devil

Block ‘em out, I keep it mellow

When the pain hits, it takes me back to pushing pawpaw's wheelbarrow

Thought I got shot with Cupid’s arrow

But I was just crazy, talking like I’m Aero

Only love can make you this crazy

Made me tweak out, got so high

Everything was hazy

Made a song about why I loved you

Turned a lonely boy into fucking Jay-Z

[Chorus]

I been lost for quite some time now

Make my heart smile to make my granny proud

Nihilistic from the day that I was born

Soul so black, now it glow now that I’m reborn

[Verse 2]

My time will come

I think it’s coming soon

Didn’t they tell you, Deadly the man on the moon?

Different colored pills, use the liquor as the chaser

Devil in disguise

I know one day I'll have to face her

HTB, hit that bitch

Pop a Xan, back on that shit

Switch it up for you bitches

Bipolar music, that’s how I like my bitches

Old me just another one of my demons from the past

Gotta hide, yeah, I run fast

The start of a new era, not the last

[Interlude]

(Your life has been totally dark, evil, and nihilistic since the day I -)

[Chorus]

I been lost for quite some time now

Make my heart smile to make my granny proud

Nihilistic from the day that I was born

Soul so black, now it glow now that I’m reborn

[Verse 3]

Devil weighs heavy temptation up upon my shoulders

“If I stay, you gotta find God”

Yeah, that is what I told her

Made some stupid mistakes as a child

Finally matured now that I’m older

Much less colder

Still bipolar

Stranger, I don’t know her

Yeah, the Devil stole her