Sitting

Waiting

Decision

Making

Holding

Trying

My bodies

Fighting

Big

Fat

I don't wanna

See her folding

Again

And when

I crash

I bet

I'll burn out

And i ain't

Coming back

From what

I turned out

Enticed

By pure as ice

Death tax

Won't get it back

So torn

Family on the phone

Last hope

To spend my life

Alone

Ducking

Crawling

Bending

Falling

Surface

Feeder

Bottom

Trawling

Big

Fat

I don't wanna

See her

Straying from that

Stop

Please

Not beside

Of me

Can't

Breathe

Wanna make

Believe

God

Please

End my suffering

Brace

Me

For the summoning

Want mom

She can

Get us out

Dad

Said

She's the

Lеader now

9

Years

Til im

Out the housе

Can't take

Stayin' anyhow