Take me

To johnny

Love me

And hold me

Want him

To save me

Make me

Behave please

Teach me

I can be

Just like

They want me

Eternal station

My ever changing

I'll never

Put it down

Again

This habit dies

My only friend

I need this

More than

I need you

The biggest pill

I chose to

Chew

Wanting to

Dry off

Clothing

So rough

Somewhere

A new one

To cradle

My heart

Conducting

Research

Begging

My teacher

Please let

Me please her

Know i

Could be worse

This smoke

And poison

Fill my life

Feeding

This habit

All the time

I could not

Part with

What is left

My stockpile

Drowned

Inside the wreck