Mental Illness

By Deadfish (POL)

Released on October 6, 2019

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[Verse 1: Deadfish]

Another suicide attempt, why would you do that?

My family's concerned, why didn't they knew that

All you have is talk with us that's what we're here for

No one knows, it isn't easy when you're suicidal

Feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling?

Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling

Don't wanna be a problem, that's what I'm thinking

Try to change my point of view with, "Just get a grip kid"


[Verse 2: Deadfish]

Depression, you're always sad

Just don't think about that

You're seeing things and you're scared

You know there's nothing there

Panic attacks, you can't breathe

Just calm down and you'll see

You can't get out of your bed

Just pull yourself together


[Chorus: Deadfish]

You're depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that

Why do everybody thinks it's easy to just say that

Pull yourself together and just talk with us about it

I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy

You're depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that

Why do everybody thinks it's easy to just say that

Pull yourself together and just talk with us about it

I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy


[Verse 3: goodbyewilson]

Nothing's ever easy when you're suicidal

Catch me on the floor, broken bottle, poisoned vitals

Move on with the day because the pressure hasn't killed me

End it with a bang because the pleasure's what I'm feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you

If only it would work, and you could save me with your help soon

Time is running out and I don't think you're gonna make it

But I'll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can't you see that it's tearing me up?

While these thoughts keep on breaking me down

I just wish I could turn this around

But not more than I wish I was underground


[Chorus: Deadfish]

You're depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that

Why do everybody thinks it's easy to just say that

Pull yourself together and just talk with us about it

I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy

You're depressed? Holy shit, I didn't know that

Why do everybody thinks it's easy to just say that

Pull yourself together and just talk with us about it

I feel like I must pretend that I'm always happy