Something In Between - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I've been making all the worst mistakes

I don't even know what words to say

"Apologize," I never heard the phrase

As if I'm waiting on an early grave

Cause I've been shooting for the moon and tripping over stars

Think I might've took it too far

I've been pushing everybody that I love away

Overthinking what they say

[Chorus]

Cause I don't wanna be the one to say that I need help

I don't need someone to save me, I'll do it all by myself

Never need a hero, even when I get overwhelmed

I keep doing all the things I know are bad for my health

I've been breathing smoke in

Chilling and sipping on this drink

I need sleeping potions

Something to get me off the brink

Channel these emotions

And get me out of this routine

I'm not happy, I'm not broken

I'm just something in between

[Verse 2]

Yeah, don't know my up from down

All I know's that things are running south

And not looking up for me

I think about moving to different town

Please no one come for me

Never been one for crowds

Still got demons I'm flushing out

And two is company

Cause the world is crashing, I can tough it out

My head is swimming, wanna touch the ground

Sometimes I feel I got nothing left

Even good foundations crumble houses

Didn't mean to shut you out

When you took the bullet I was ducking down

Should thought about it twice, switched our fate

Should been there for you but it's too late

Always feel I'm on my own

I'm learning to let go

I see the dark clouds following

Circling all I know

No one ever notices when I'm losing control

Spiraling, I never know when I'm gonna fall