[Verse 1]

Staying at home

Waiting alone

Probably too scared to go outside

Losing control

Seven days, twenty-four hours

Think I'm out of my mind

And I feel like a stranger to myself

In danger

I break from the weight

Drift with the waves like a glacier

Get lost in the moment

Feel something real like I belong

Lately feels like a dream

Memories keeping me hanging on

[Chorus]

I don't wanna hold back, I already have

Tired of everyone telling me who I am

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can

Tired of everyone dragging me through the past

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

[Verse 2]

Do I stay, do I go

Gotta change, gotta grow

I'ma live like it's borrowed time

I just want you to know

That I don't care anymore

Do anything to feel alive

Freedom from your sedative

Not sorry I put you on blast in this song

If I said it I meant it

You came then you left

I felt crazy but now that it's done

[Chorus]

I don't wanna hold back, I already have

Tired of everyone telling me who I am

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can

Tired of everyone dragging me through the past

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

[Bridge]

Get lost in the moment

Feel something real like I belong

But lately feels like a dream

Memories keeping me hanging on

[Chorus]

I don't wanna hold back, I already have

Tired of everyone telling me who I am

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can

Tired of everyone dragging me through the past

And it feels like my own conspiracy

Like everybody's out to get me

[Outro]

Yeah, yeah, like everybody's out to get me