Woke up with a hole in my head

Thinking I must be dead

Let me go on [?] things this way

At the height of my indifference

This one stands in judgement

This one a [?]

This one crucial moment

This one crucified

The fear of rediscovering is eating away

At the height of my ambition

Just stare out into space

Going home to any place

Didn't used to [?] that way

Won't you wear your heart on your sleeve

Like an albatross around your neck

Or a giant silver crucifix

And the power of its symbol is fading away

And its colors obscured

Just stare out into spacе

Going home to any place

Didn't used to [?] that way

Kinda likе to [?] that way

Putting up with it that way