A stream of consciousness, a pang of guilt
The way of the world, a space to be filled
Here at the crossroads, the future speaks
Of an industrial society
The rules never mattered
I could never get them right
But maybe what matters is inside
I don't know myself
And I'm lost in my own hell
Did I deserve to lose?
Will I learn the truth?
Peering back into the dawn of man
To where the worth has worth again
We build our walls, divide our lives
A talе, disease, as old as time
Now wе wait for our judgment day
And at night the terror keeps us awake
Still the key escapes my grasp
The problem's solution; who I am
I'll become my own bomber
And build my own world
Where the rules can be ours
And it will be their turn
I stand among the graves of the ones I didn't save
I stand between the worlds
All the stories left untold
All the lives within; will they live again?
Somewhere in the jungle
Is the burning husk of a plane
It's been burning for a decade
In a world too far away
I don't know myself and I'm punishing myself
Because I don't know the truth
I deserve to lose
Don't come look for me
Because I won't be where you think
The world grows from seeds
Where I'm hiding