[Verse 1: Eric Ashtin]

Yeah, I bet you’re with your new dude

I’m sure you never think of me now

I bet you feel like you can breathe now

Like I used to keep you tied up & beat down

Uh, but it wasn’t really like that

Though I’m sure you’re safe pretending like it all was

I could to tell you that it really wasn’t all hate

You could tell me that it really wasn’t all love

Look, I know I’ve acted like an asshole

And I’m pretty sure at some point we all do

But I know you see my text message pop up on your iPhone

You could have at least answered when I called you

You didn’t have to say that we still had a chance left

Or keep me waiting up, hanging on my last breath

That’s just cold, girl, I’d never put you through that

We had a history, at least I thought you knew that

I drink to forget you

Or build enough courage until I text you

Or build enough nerve until I regret you

In my head I say “I wish I never met you!”

Then you say “Well, I wish I never left you.”

Then we make out, then I blackout

Then I wake up and I’m still all alone

I grab my phone & I’m yelling

"When you gonna be home?!"

I suffocate you, I hate you deeply

Next week I love you, I feel so needy

I wonder if you want me or you still need me

That’s when you call me, you want to see me

Feed me affection, say you love me

Kiss me or hug me, touch me, fuck me

Try to give me something or show me closure

My heart still hurts and I’m so hungover

And I feel like shit

And you look like a top 10 super model by comparison

You’re drop dead

And I reek of last night’s worst secret

We fell in love but we still go for the cheek kiss

Now we’re sitting in the middle of a diner

And you only order water

And I’m trying to remind her

Of the moments we had prior

But she’s blocking them out

She’s a lover and a fighter

And she’s knocking me out

Is this hopeless?

Or am I running off of false fate?

And don’t front like the sex wasn’t all great

I always held you in good hands like all-state

I always stayed-up for you when you use to call late

Just to wake up and waste away with you all day

Keep that in mind as you’re letting me down

Dear God, don’t tell me she’s forgetting me now

I hate your friends, I know they tell you we don’t gel

But how you go and fuck another dude in your hotel?

Even when you told me you still want us to work out

How you go and fuck another dude in your hotel?

I heard of everything, even the things you don’t mention

Word is you’ll give it to anyone who gives you attention

So when did you go from being precious to being pretentious?

I just want to know, watching you ho is depressing

I guess this was a lesson I was meant to endure

When you told me it was over thought I lost it for sure

But knowing the girl that you were

And knowing the girl that you are

I’m kind of glad we’re no more...

[Chorus: Brian Aleman]

I’ve been there, I’ve done that

Nevermind this, I’ll come back

Though I’ve been away, I’m still not the same

And the convo’s that we’ve spoken on the phone

Girl, have me broken

It’s such a shame it’s ended this way

I’ve text you, I’ve called you

I’ve followed, girl, I beg you

As I complain I’ve too made mistakes

And the love weight that I carry

You’ve abandoned, unfairly

Has me to claim that you can never change girl

Such a shame, girl

Where’s the blame, girl?

Where's the blame?

Oh It’s on, oh it’s on

But you'll never change girl

Such a shame, girl

Where's the blame, girl?

Where's the blame?

Oh it’s on, oh it's on, oh, it's on you…

[Verse 2: Eric Ashtin]

My ex called- blue moon

She alone in that one bath/two room

She afraid that she won’t find love, and I know

Cause we both walked away from things too soon

So I ignored it, but she called back

And I’m curious to know where her thoughts at

So I green-light it and I’m reminded

Why we decided to just fall back

So I hang up, but she’s hung up

On the things that we had that she fucked up

Cause she had me and she knew that

But she took advantage and she blew that

Yeah, pun intended

Won’t pretend it-

Didn’t hurt but, not offended

You expect it from dames like these

But you got to stay balanced in J’s like these

[Outro: Brian Aleman]

You’ll never change girl

Such a shame girl

Where’s the blame, girl

Where’s the blame?

Oh it’s on, oh it’s on

You’ll never change girl

Oh it’s on. Oh, it’s on