[Verse 1]

Little bite, too much bark

Little sleep, too much Marx

I was lashing like a rescued dog

She said go for a walk

All these blinking lights are making me sick

Luke was right, he says I lost my edge

Spent a night in the bluffs tryna find it

Go to bed, we'll try again in the mornin'

[Pre-Chorus]

Another call to Brooklyn, another waisted night on could've-beens

Always had a way of gettin' rid of what was in your head

What makes it a good life more than just a good time?

What made Calvin drive into a wall at just twenty-five?

[Chorus]

Never found the right way to say it, but I've never missed you more than now

Sеttling my debts, setting bones, now I'm tryna lеarn to settle down

Digging at my thoughts, call the dogs off, call you when I level out

Never found the right way to say it, but I never missed you more than now

[Verse 2]

Too much time to myself

Little wine for my health

Mouth's been pouring like an open cut

'Bout time you sewed it up

Luke was tweaking, pulling at a fresh stitch

I keep him company, I'll never disappoint him

And grandpa died with a corporate pension

Fucker never had a funeral service

[Pre-Chorus]

Another call on the late shift, another waisted night on could've-beens

Who are always finding ways of gettin rid of what was in my head

Curled up on a van floor, cut off at the corner store

You know I've never felt so damn alive or alone before

[Chorus]

You know I never found the right way to say it, but I've never missed you more than now

Settling my debts, setting bones, now I'm tryna learn to settle down

Digging at my thoughts, call the dogs off, call you when I level out

You know, I never found the right way to say it, but I've never missed you

[Bridge]

Crawling up towards midnight, I said I wouldn't drink tonight

But Lexi's pouring the mulled wine

'Til I'm toasted in a mirror, toasting to a new year

Look like my dad In a necktie

It's another decade over, got confetti in my drink

Must've missed you calling when the room began to sing

It's one missed call from Brooklyn, one more waisted year on could've-beens

Always finding ways to get you off my mind so often

Should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind?

[Chorus]

You know I never found the right way to say it, but I've never missed you more than now

Settling my debts, setting bones, now I'm tryna learn to settle down

Digging at my thoughts, call the dogs off, call you when I level out

I never found the right way to say it, but I've never missed you more than now