Released on February 18, 2019

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(Pendo killed the beat)

[Chorus]:

Is this reality?

Sounds so different to me?

Not the same for me (x2)

Is this reality?

Feels so different to me

(Feels different to me) (x2)

[Verse]:

Wish I could've went back to my last break

Flipping burgers on the grill to make some bank

Now I’m doing side jobs and they all pay

Not as good as real jobs like army or dental weight

Nowadays every job has a second name

Music name comes with rapper or singer in a new way

Stripper comes with mean or names that we shouldn't say

But they say them anyways but they just wanna make some bank

Don't judge someone ‘cause they want to make it on their own

The worst you could do is hurt them and make them feel alone

Not everybody lives to fulfill their dreams

Most people understand how our minds think

If we could think alike for once then maybe things would change

People wouldn’t ridicule or harass or call names

Maybe we could propose a change

Or change this pace

Make this beat go farther then the beat store on a webpage!

You see I can inspire change by rapping deep and calling names

[Bridge]:

That's why mostly everything I do is being monitored

They hear my music and try to censor every word

I'm sick of the music industry defending me

And saying I'm too young to voice my opinion deep

About everything going on in this industryi

They wanna call names

Push hard and try to blame me

Well I can do that too

I can do that too

I can break them too

Push down that wall

If this is my reality then I guess everything's true!

[Verse]:

Where were you when I said I needed you?

Called your phone twice and still no response from you

Maybe you were busy with your girlfriend huh?

You sold yourself for love and forgot about your homies

How's it feel to be so grand but without your best friends

Always flexing on your ex with your new girlfriend?

It's kind of funny how you fakes act around girls

Nowadays it's always cheating on them or lying to them in person

What you mean than you’ve changed?

You just dumped a girl who hasn’t even had her first kiss yet!

You're ruining your reputation by doing all of this!

If you would think for once then maybe you could prevent all of this!

But no everything has to go your way

Like you wanted my girlfriend but I told you to stay away

Sorry I don’t respect fakes around close friends

Mess around with me and you could have a whole war coming

Believe me I'm not nice like everybody claims

I could start WW3 with a handheld grenade

Burning off this deadly weight of fake friends creates pain

I wish I could've had real friends to hang out with

But now everybody's fake

Everybody has two sides of life ones acting and another ones rage

I wish I could escape this pain

Reality’s been a hard change

But now I'm steering this wheel

And we're about to fly into a steel tower

Until I let go and proclaim a new profound destiny

Just know I always had all my friends around me

Even if they were fake they proved wealthy

Like the Xpert of my generation will destroy you

Not with disses not with words not with flows you haven't heard

But with words from the heart that sparked all this art

That made this all happen with a flick of a wand

Let's see if this breaks Redemption's record

If it does I'll coward and give in

Another single before record two comes in

So be ready

Because I always win

[Outro]:

Assault and watch me change

Like the clock on the time change

I'll diss so hard make the world shake

My glasses break

I thought I could change

(Pendo killed the beat)

(Torrez on the beat)

This is my reality