Released on April 20, 2019

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(Intro - XXXTENTACION)

I hate saying, "I wish I could've.". You know? I don't like me saying, "Awe fuck, I was in that situation, what could I have done better?". I'm gonna do what the fuck I want, when I want to, because I'm gonna do what I could've, while I could've

(D-D-D-Dat boi DJ)

(Verse)

It’s like I hear your voice everywhere that I look

I hear the deep tone and it makes me feel shook

Every single breath in the end is short

I can’t see the end of this tunnel I looked

Every single day is like I’ve been shaken

Everybody wants to play but they know I’m awaken

Every single time I hear you faking

I don’t wanna assume but I know it’s late and...

Why did he take you?

It was you, you’re a legend

I had heard Question Mark and I knew it was perfection

I didn’t ask who took you

I asked why they took you

It’s survival of the fittest but you survived all of it

They caught you off guard at the last minute of it

It hurts me to say it but I’m sad that you lost it

My remorse for you made me check out your music

Moonlight, SAD!, BAD!

I had heard them all before

Every-time I hear Changes

I fear for what I lost

Your son will never get to feel the touch that you give

And your wife will never get to hold you again

I had lost a uncle once

A great grandmother too

It put me through hell

Wish I would’ve never felt it too

They were good people

They were almost like you

All your allegations didn’t make no sense man

I know you weren’t guilty and I believed it the whole time

I’m the type to defend people like you

I know how it feels

To be pressured and stressed

I’ve had my share of allegations

Including death threats

I don't need no more pain

I'm always Reckless

I've been spitting bars since they told me to wreck this

A lot of people wanted me to write a diss track for some kids at my school but I backed out of it

The last thing I need is more drama from the rest

I'm already depressed

And my ex is just the best

Really makes life easier with all her new men

Might as well date my friends and have all of them

I'm so sick of being focused on the same stupid topic

Everytime I'm depressed I wanna kill myself with toxin

But everybody tells me

"Live on and you'll feel it

Your depression will leave

I believe you

You'll make it"

But I don't need a Pastor or a Priest for my destiny

I just need triple Melatonin and a night's sleep

Overdose until there's no time left and cut deep

Then pray nobody ever finds the body of David T

(Bridge)

(I just-) I just don't get why everyone is so hateful

I try my best to be successful and strive on to complete my life and piece everything together

Nobody's making it easy on me at all

I wish I would've just taken my life when I got the chance

Yeah

(Pre-Chorus)

Pain and addiction

Where's the fun and the gimmicks

The pharmacy's closed

So take some more Tylenol

Then you'll feel better

I promise you all (yeah)

(Chorus)

Unknown to the following

Unknown to the following

Hear my name, insane all of it

Everybody knows you're down for it

Unknown to the following

Unknown to the following

Hear my name, there's my followers

Hear my name with my followers