I'm looking for higher power
Searching for my designer
Carrying a book with me
My life inside a spine
I'm Tryna make the best of shit
Inspired by my desire
I probably should Write her
A letter that she'll disregard
A bomb and I'm her Primer
A liar's what I really am
I wave away my many fans
Fan away my many plans
Panic in a state of trance
Lose my mind and slip right past sanity
I guess I love her at a glance
But hate the way she makes demands
Demanding that I act a fool
Shackled, fools bump, crouch and screw
Spew her drool, but act so cool
She works me like a puppet, fuck it
Ruptured like a engine
I fender bender, break away and enter through an injection
That's Laced with liquid diabolical intention
But let's not mention the tension
Tentative and palpable
Out the blue I snap and spew
Exploding forth like green pea stew
I exercise my angels
Had them lapping up and down my pool
Rationing resources like a man with everything to lose
I crashed my car into a bridge cause I vanilla sky dived off a cruise
Off the edge of sanity
I broke into my own mind
But found no trace of reality
Jumped the shark I bumped it hard, and bumped it up to 11
Prompting loud discussion bout how I stay so relevant
And I dress so elegant
Rocking yeezy, why so Sérieux?, PA2K around my heart, it flows like vessels on an ocean cruise
I came decked out in relation blues
A sole soul wandering on a lonely croon
A journey to the centre of my heart's in lieu
Of relationships with a change-me chick
Who can save me quick
Rearrange my shtick
Set me on the right path While I lay it thick
Like my eyebrows, raised at the hint of tension, suspense and that fucking fear of rejection
I'm sinning by existing in a state of mind where I could imagine time is something I have control of
Falling in and out of
Love is what I expected but beyond this point I've reached new heights of rejection
My fortune is not glamorous
I'm amorous and attractable
The fact is that I lack in real skills to act on
How I've felt for so long
So I tell her "so long"...