Verse 1:
Opportunities coming in and out the door
You don't help your niggas then what the fuck you working for
I can't imagine having life and thinking hella less
Your mama work 2 jobs and she be praying up to God
Meanwhile, you in these streets Trapping in and out the store
Praying, that you up in school
Cause that's your destination
You got a hell of a mind and plus an education
But you don't put a enough work in, determation
I used to think my father used to hate his son
Cause as the blacksheep, Men you really didn't want no love
I used to visualize a problem I was making up
Until I woke up, And I told told myself you need to stop
It's like they take you out the game, they don't wait to drop
I told myself "Men fuck this lame shit, Men you need to pop"
Because I rap, I told my self, imma natural
A vampire in the night, supernatural
Before you pay for me, Men I bet you really act-a-fool
Before I go to bed I take a fucking Adderall
I know my sisters know they brother is a fucking star
No not the one to snort the white lines
In the nighttime
But the type to make the headlines, that's my Guideline
And I reminisce about this life, I'm involved
And all the lies I told I hope that my shit get solved
I hope that all the fight I started, that shit gets dissolved
And all the girls I know addicted to this social media
Yunno the Truth, go check your fucking Wikipedia
Is it too late to be grateful, I mean thankful
I mean I'm sorry for the shit that you don been through
I mean I meet a couple niggas and they all see thru
It's like you cannot trust nobody, in this game of whose who
I should been kicking shit with my feet up, but this music shit I cannot resist
It's like I'm a ghost, I should not polly exist
Every single girl I liked men they all dismissed
U lost all your friends, Men how you live like this
This pain in my chest, Men this shit goin perist
I'm cool with all the rappers in the game ,I co-exist
You share a problem and you get clowned
Like shut the fuck up, my nigga u should fucking frown
They laughed at JT, Men that nigga was so fucking down
I told him rise the fuck up, My nigga stand your ground
Men this the bro code, niggas know how we get down
There's levels to the shit, you talking like you on my own
I walk into a meeting, nervous, looking at my phone
Like who the fuck these niggas thinking that they fucking grown huh?
[Pre-Ending]:
R.I.P Men, R.I.P to all my..... All my mates who lost they lives to this shit men, Fucking sicken
[Ending]:
People just see the shine. They don't see the grind, the bags under my eye. It was alot of grinding, setbacks... I ain't finna let nothing stop me. Wherever I stop at, I already know who I am