Released on June 28, 2024

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[Intro]

Why am I so nervous?

Why am I so numb?


[Verse 1]

After all this time, I should feel better now

Trying to get above the noise that drowns me out

Skin is crawling, hands are shaking

Can't breathe, my heart is racing

Feels like my shadow's chasing me


[Chorus]

Why am I so nervous?

Why am I so numb?

Trying to find my purpose

Am I the only one?

Why am I so anxious?

Why am I so stuck?

I'm just being honest

'Cause everything is fucked

Why am I so nervous?


[Verse 2]

Every moment feels like I'm under attack

Waiting for the worst to stab me in the back

Blood is racing through my veins

I'm waiting for my world to change

Before it changes me


[Chorus]

Why am I so nervous?

Why am I so numb?

Trying to find my purpose

Am I the only one?

Why am I so anxious?

Why am I so stuck?

I'm just being honest

'Cause everything is fucked


[Bridge]

Everything is upside-down and out of reach

Nothing here is what it seems

Will I ever be the same? (Never be the same)

No, I'll never be the same


[Chorus]

Why am I so nervous?

Why am I so numb?

Trying to find my purpose

Am I the only one?

Why am I so anxious?

Why am I so stuck?

I'm just being honest

'Cause everything is, everything is fucked


[Outro]

(Oh, ooh)

Why am I so nervous?

Why am I so nervous?