[Verse 1]

I've tried everything, always stayed two steps ahead of me

Now I'm fighting thoughts of settling, what's it all mean?

This is bigger than a dream, which thing do I chase?

Right now I'm standing in between

With you, I never lose, with music, it's amusing

My heart yells one thing, then my mind's like, "whatcha doing?!"

Gotta come to a conclusion, just living through confusion

Am I pursuing an illusion?

Lyrics heal these wounds, though, you could kiss away these bruises

I could catch a melody, but if I fall off-beat

Who's gonna be the one to catch me?

There'll be days when I'm not feeling it, I'm just listening

If I went ghost on you, I'm not convinced that you'd be different

You probably don't get it

I've been tryna test you, if you're with it

Sending mixed signals, now we don't even speak

Sweet songs still in my ear, yet I feel so weak

What are you doing to me?!

Lemme breathe...

[Verse 2]

I've tried everything, always kept you way ahead of me

You're my life, but you can also mean the death of me

Know what I mean?

Heart beats, but I'm not sure who it's beating for

Completely selfless, even when I had to pick it up off the floor

I adored and I endured

Came to terms that what we were working towards

Laid metaphorically only behind closed doors

Still I loved you furthermore and I would never take it back

You turned me to the man I am

And I am so content with that

Now I'm walking a straight path, gone astray from the wrath

Gave up everything I had, looking forward to what I'd have

We might've moved a little fast, a lotta time went past

But you should never have to ask

All I wanted was us to last, but I guess that's that

Facing music and how ironic is that?

I miss you and I could've been right in front of you

I was never the one to front on you

Do you miss me, do you still wonder, too?