Released on January 15, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Raindrops tap

Tap, tapping on my window

There's a storm really brewing in my mental

So I close my eyes, envision clear

All these decisions here

Thought I ran from fear

What is this? You know I hear

You still know I see

Based every move on an epiphany

Sacrificed me as a human being

I was "Vulnerable," could've took a knee

Started off with "Bright Lights"

And a Lamborgheen

Beginning of the end

Backpacking through a "Big Dream"

Reflecting yet again

Backtracking's not a thing

Look, gave 'em 35 deep

Still had more up in the songbook

Cooking up a rhyme feast

"I've Been Dead," that was track five

Now it's 2018, you mean to tell me I'm alive?

"Gone So Far," but "Tonight I Wanna Cry"

Tryna have "A Good Time"

'Cause this "Music is My Life"

Never had to think twice

Threw around a lotta words

To decipher what my sound's like

Felt "A Mile Away" and they "Left Me Stranded"

I'm good "Anywhere," never ever panicked

It was tragic, but these feet were planted

"Tears Fell," they "Bled My Heart"

Got "Swept Away," beating "Like an 808"

"All I Know," they couldn't "Take Me Away"

It was a "Long Way Down"

"She was Perfect," "I'd Do Anything"

To be the "King of the Castle"

With my "Pot of Gold," way the story's told

The way this story goes

Said, it should've been "Impossible"

Instead it was "Incredible"

Then I "Wake Up" one day

Just to watch it "Fade Away"

"Encouraged" and "Run Away"

It was supposed to be "Such a Lovely Day"

Thunder in the distance, storm's growing closer

Over and over, probably lost all composure

World got colder and gave me cold shoulder

Writing '#KickinClouds,' still hoping I could hold her

Told her, when I wanted to just show her

Mad at myself, that's when "Signals" came along

Every song later on, my mind was more and more gone

Gave 'em 22 more that I could never take back

Guess I'm a slave to this now

How ironic is that?

Yeah...

"Forever" lost in time, all came "Crashing Down"

"Told 'Em" I was "Lost and Found"

They left me there to drown

Would they even be around

If I wasn't rapping now?

"Broken Dreams" came with "Broken Mirrors"

Had to extend that beat

They still didn't hear us

And "That's My Word," how could they ever "Hate You?"

Stayed true to myself, they are so ungrateful

"Where Did the Music Go?"

I thought it'd always "Be There"

Is it "Floating" in the "Shadows?"

Am I unaware?

I'm "Just Chirren," whatcha doing over there?

Guess I'll have to go "Harder"

I could show you "What it Feels Like"

Then with "Topsy Turvy"

Had to show ya'll what it is like

I'd be "Lost if I Lost You"

I could never start to feel right

Started breaking apart, started losing my mind

It was going "Outta Sight"

Though, despite that insight

I began to gain hype

Although, I don't believe it really happened like that

Had to accept the fact that it did

Now that's what real rap is

Every piece of me they had

That's what led to 'Fragments'

Like I said before, that's how it happened

Maintained the passion, contained the savage

"From the Jump," "From the Jump"

"Any Day" could be a classic

"What U Askin'?"

I'm really out here rapping

"For a New Day," these "Thoughts were Scattered"

Recycled some passage

That I thought was way above average

Gave 'em more "Punchlines"

I mean, really let 'em all have it

Though, that was all premature

But I don't even regret, it was a stepping stone

To gain way more respect

Came up with a new concept

Then dropped 'DreamWash'

And that went right over their heads

Used emoji references to try and dumb it all down

Then set out to "Find Forever"

Yet it's myself I found

Now I'm outside in the rain making even more sound

Every decision that was made

Led to where I am right now

And that's wild to think about

Acknowledged "Growing Pains"

And I refused to "Go Out"

A 'Calamity' hit that had me hollering and "Hollowed" out

I'll admit I had to pout, but I kept on "Lookin' Out"

Now I'm '#OutsideCityLimits'

But I've been looking back now for a while

Wow...