[Verse 1]

Ya another lonely night by the fire place

The city move too fast just like a car chase

Need something more potent get me out my bizarre ways

Before I crash into the asphalt see how the tar taste

Air space never meant nothing me

So burry me with the hoes that be coughing on me

And if the coffins free that shit be perfect for me

Don’t idolize my spirit but keep my name legendary

I’ve been hunting for the passion I once held

Staring at the fire while my shoes start to melt

The soles drift away amazing how my feet feel

I wish I could find you we could sit in silence and chill

Happiness just a few muscles away

Pretend I’m in a bliss put a smile on my face

Is this acting? I think I like how it tastes

Same place, the motions, trying to stay in this race

I’m by your side when the clouds start to turn grey

I don’t need nothing in return just promise me that you’ll stay

I’m never satisfied all my days turn to waste

But as long as I got you everything’s ok

[Chorus]

I’ve been cold, been lost, been thrown into the fire

Oh lord oh lord please keep me safe

I’ve been told, been crossed, been hung from the wire

Oh lord oh lord please help me change

[Verse 2]

The smoke give a pathway on the road to find you

But the wind blows in all the wrong directions

I hope I live long enough to finally catch you

So I can sing turn a dark rose into blessings

I found a bottle by the shore inside it held a message

Told me never dwell on any imperfections

Everybody got addictions it’s up to you if you sell em

The grim reaper only follows the ones in depression

So I should never look back keep my head going forward

Cause what’s behind that door nothing good I’m sure of

Your past may your beginning, but it sure ain’t your end

It’s up to you to write your story the pens in your hand

I keep thinking as I reside by the fire

I’ve teeter tottered questioning my true desire

What’s the key to happiness?

What’s the reason for my existence?

Was this all a test? I hope I didn’t make any wrong decisions

[Chorus]

I’ve been cold, been lost, been thrown into the fire

Oh lord oh lord please keep me safe

I’ve been told, been crossed, been hung from the wire

Oh lord oh lord please help me change