I want to disappear

Vanish into thin air

Leave no trace that I was here

Clean up the scraps of

My broken life

Erase myself from the world

Scrape up the scars and the strife

Leave all the pain I’ve caused behind

Escape everything I’ve fucked and self destruct

Surrender my identity and fade away

As a piece of mystery

With no history

With no one remembering the life or death of me

Leaving no legacy

I wish to be nothing

My days are numbered

And I am always counting

Waiting for the final moment

To let myself slip away

I’ll be forgotten as memories of me die with age

Time will wipe me away

Wishing my life away

Pull the plug

Forget my name

I have no permanence

No defining moment

All I strive for falls short of nothing

I’m revolving in a constant decline

Evolving into a colder design

I find comfort in disappearing

Becoming a distant remembrance lost in time

I embrace the truth of life, insignificance

With a meaningless past and

Empty future of mine