From day one, we are trained to be self-abusers

A virus that coexists along with being human

We grow up, get numb, get old, stay dumb, pay up, fall down

And don't get back up until the Earth engulfs us whole

I'm sick as a dog

One to never have it's day

A taste of my own medicine

Would knock me out for days

I see through

The emptiness set inside of living to provide

I feel it

Constricting my way, my way to survive

I see you

Gloom and afraid of the path that you've paved

I feel you

Growing to hate all the people you love

The virus of life lives insidе of me

On a timer to make mysеlf feel complete

The virus of life lives inside of me

On a timer to make myself feel complete

Things are looking good

Starting to add the pieces

I feel like I'm right on the cusp

But never really get shit

Things are looking good

Starting to add the pieces

I feel like I'm right on the cusp

But never really get shit

The dreaded optimism is turning toxic

The constant nagging to move on and drop it

I see through

The emptiness set inside of living to provide

I feel it

Constricting my way, my way to survive

I see you

Gloom and afraid of the path that you've paved

I feel you

Growing to hate all the people you love

I see through

I feel it

I see you

I feel you

I see through

Struggling to find a way to give up

I feel it

A way to terminate

I see you

It would be easier to complete than leave it

I feel you

Rotting inside of me